Don’t get me wrong, I’d like to live my teen years to the fullest. But there’s this excitement in me that makes me so happy to live with Eric, marry him. Eventually have kids with him. It’s beautiful how in love we are. How comfortable and weird we get. Its such a great feeling to know i get to spend the rest of my life with him.
disregardwomen: distinctmemory: I can’t tell if I want someone to just cuddle as I play with their hair before we fall asleep slowly, or to have incredibly rough and dirty sex until we’re both covered in sweat and scratch marks as they scream my name at the top of their lungs.
IM SO SICK OF ME. I fuck up EVVVEEERRRRYYYYTTHHHIIINNNGGG. Im doing sooo much trying to keep my freaking grades up and I just can’t. Im always working my hardest just to be torn down. My whole life is an absolute joke. ABSOLUTE JOKE.